Sunday, January 9, 2011

Beginning Week 2...

I've lost 6 lbs!!
The elliptical feels a tad bit easier, I think I'm making progress!!

I did the elliptical this morning:
35 minutes - 3.5 miles
I did the elliptical tonight:
35 minutes - 3.6 miles

It was late when I finally had a chance to do it tonight, and I almost chose not to do it.

I still have to remind myself.....
I gotta do what I gotta do, just for today.  Just go ahead and do it, get it done for today.

Our state's Winter Fire School is coming up next month and I had to turn in my class choices today.
I had it narrowed down to four, but I can only take three classes.   :(
I finally decided on three of them and turned in the application.
I'm really excited and looking forward to it!

I know these posts are boring right now, maybe (or maybe not) they will get to be better reading as we go along.  Maybe I will become a more interesting writer.... hmmmmm....  we'll see....  :)

Thanks!!!
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Week 1

Just a recap of my totals for the week:
32.3 miles
3 times of upper body

AND.....
I lost 6 lbs   :^)

Saturday -

I slept in Saturday morning, but I still got on the elliptical.
35 minutes - 3.5 miles
I was kind of wondering how my food intake would be, since I would be around the house and not at work.  I did pretty good.
I even passed up some chocolate that was offered to me!!!   That needs to be noted for sure!  :)

Now, for dinner I did have a bowl of oatmeal.  Not the best choice, but I really wanted it!
It was only one bowl, and it did hit the spot.

Except for almost immediately after eating dinner, I started throwing up.
Not sure what that was all about.
I started feeling better and put on my workout clothes, and thought I would still do the elliptical....
but I sat down on the bed, and before you knew it - I was asleep.   :(
That was the end of Saturday.

Guess what??
That brings us to the end of the first week!!
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Friday, January 7, 2011

What Happened

After my brilliant post Thursday morning, everything seem to go downhill.
I got so tired during the day, I couldn't hardly function!!
I went thru the drive thru at the bank.  I fell asleep at the teller window!!!!
( she was a little slow... )

By the time work was over, I had to go home and go to bed.
I was tired, I was freezing, I did not feel good at all.
I was supposed to go to my Firefighter I&II class, but I just couldn't.
That was the first night I missed of that class.  :(

If you haven't guessed yet, I did not do the upper body, or the elliptical either.
I laid in bed!!  I slept, I ate, and I slept.

Then rolls around Friday morning (this morning).  I set the alarm for 5:07, but I didn't get up.
I could tell that I still needed some rest.  I was just hoping that this would not end my dream.

I went to work, and I felt so much better!  I kept with my food intake for the day.
But, let me tell you that today it was so hard!!  I wanted some of that candy in the basket on the counter!!!
I almost took a piece once or twice, but....  I didn't!  :)

Then I came home, changed my clothes and went to the fire department and worked a little bit on my upper body.  It doesn't take me long, but I really do feel that it's helping.

I came home after that, and watched TV.  I was getting so tired and sleepy.
I didn't want to do the elliptical.....  I sat there for the longest time, fighting with myself.

Just gotta do what I gotta do, today.... hmmmm.....  ok........ I can do this.....
I got up and got on the elliptical and did:
35 minutes and 3.6 miles     :)
And guess what.... it was just a little bit easier tonight.  And it FELT GOOD!!!   :)

So.... It's not the end of it.
It can't be the end, yet.  It's hasn't even been a week!!   hahaha
And I'm not where I want to be.

I'm back in the game......  woohoo!!!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Just Think About Today

I want to get in shape, but that goal is so vague...
and it seems so...... hmmmm... so, far out of reach.
I also started out wanting to lose around 40 lbs.
That goal seems closer, but it still seems like a long reach.

I heard something last night that I'm going to try to apply to these goals:
I can't look at the big picture right now.
Right now I have to just think about today....
What do I have to/want to/need to do today?
Just get myself thru today, doing what I need to do.

It's kind of depressing thinking about getting up so early every morning.
And about half way thru each of my ellipticals...  I'm done! 
I don't want to go any more.
The thought of doing them over and over and over.  uggggggg

- NOT GOING TO THINK ABOUT IT!!  :)
not like that anymore.  At least I'm gonna try not to.

Each day I'm going to try to think,
"Just gotta do it for right now".

With that I will tell you that I did get up early this morning.

Elliptical:  35 minutes - 3.6 miles!!!   :)

I think I'm gonna stop at 35 minutes, and try to up my speed and difficulty levels.
(but that might change)

~ Just thinking about today, and doing what I have to do.... for today.

Wednesday...

First, I need to tell you that I tried to post last night, but the blog wouldn't load.  grrrrrrrr....

I will give you a brief rundown for yesterday, Wednesday.
Morning Elliptical: 33 minutes - 3.2 miles
My food intake was good.
After work I went to the fire department did about 15 minutes on this one machine.
Yeah, I know, that tells you alot.  :)
I will have to find out what it's called.  It basically just works my upper body.
Evening Elliptical: 35 minutes - 3.5 miles !!!

Total on the elliptical for yesterday:  68 minutes - 6.7 miles   :-)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Always, always, always...

Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself....

I already told you about my morning, and I'm gonna skip over the work hours.
Except to tell you that my food intake was easier today!  :)
I did the protein bars and had a great dinner.

Oh, I gotta tell you!!  There is a candy basket on our front counter for customers.
I usually pick all of the good stuff out of there and eat it..... like every day!!
Well - I haven't had any of it for two days.  woohoo!!!  Go me!!!

I came home from work, changed my clothes and went to the fire department.
We have some weights and equipment there.
Tonight I started weight training.  I've got to build my arm muscles up!!

Then I came home, ate that great dinner, and got on the elliptical.
32 minutes - 3.2 miles  !!!!    :)

Todays Total:  64 minutes - 6.4 miles

Trying to remember to "Always, always, always believe in myself... "

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